Yes, i know this post is 2 days late but oh well, i'm always late anyways.

and you know what they say: Always late but worth the wait!

Somehow it hasn't really quite registered that 2008 is over and its now 2009.

It feels like just yesterday that SPM ended and now i'm halfway through college.

Soon, i'll be off to uni. scary, yet exciting all the same.

Thinking back, i think 2007 was a better year than 2008.

2007 being my last year in Lodge, having so so much fun with friends and teachers, doing crazy things, spending quality time with friends, being able to just hang out together and where everything was so simple.

But 2008 wasn't all that bad.

A new start in college where i got to meet new friends who are just awesome people, had time away from home and family (whom i love so much), had fun times with our small subang family and also learnt to cope with independance.

And obviously, i have my regrets.

Things that i've done that i know i could've done better.

Situations that i've handled that i know i could've handled better.

Maybe then things would'nt have gotten so complicated.

I know i'm not perfect and there are a lot of things that i've done to people that i really wish i didn't. i'm sorry i've brought whatever it is on to whomever it is and as much as i've tried to fix it, i can't.

and it's just wearing me down.

maybe sometimes its better to leave something broken and not try to fix it because somehow the more i try, the more the pieces seem to crumble.

A few times last year i felt really horrible: mainly being away from home and my family whom are my everything, my studies, my personal life...you know its those one of those days when sometimes you feel like things just can't get any worse and it does? when everything just seems to go wrong all at the same time?

And i am really grateful for my family and friends for always being there for me: to listen, to talk, to advice, to help me in any way.

Although i may not really show it, although you may not really know it, YES, you guys mean the world to me and your friendship is something i will always hold close to my heart.

2008 has also brought a lot of fun and laughter and adventure!!! especially all our little road trips from kajang to Genting to Melaka, from rabbit satay to Eye of Malaysia, all in nick's VERY banged-up but trusty car, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!

it was just awesome! the people, the places, the food. the adventure, the fun, the laughter.