"Hrrmm", you tell yourself. "This should be interesting enough..." ;)

first off, let me just spoil it for you. *grins*

NO, I DID NOT LOSE MY VIRGINITY.

oooh what a spoiler! but seriously, if i DID lose my virginity, do you think i would write a post about it? obviously not! i mean, come on! why write it in ONE post when i can actually set up a WHOLE NEW BLOG to commemorate the occasion, right??

BUTTT i did tell a few people i'd lost it :D just to see how they would react and all..

based on the reactions i got, i can safely say that my close friends will never believe me when i tell them i lost it. even if (I SAID IF) i really did lose it and confess to them, i doubt they will believe me. aww, they have so much faith in me. :)

joanny, being my bestest best besty in the world, OBVIOUSLY would not fall for it. she knows me so darn well. :D hey maybe if i have sex next time ( I SAID NEXT TIME), she would be able to feel it too..haha! that tingly feeling. lol!

mr JOEL LIEW was darn sarcastic about it. when i first told him, he was like 'are you serious??' then he went 'Oh my GOAT." =_=" hey, i believed that he actually kinda believed me ok. i think you did, jo!

omg, nick's reaction was the funniest of the lot.

part of our convo:

...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
hey nick
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
ya?
...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
what would u do if i told u i lost smt
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
smt?
...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
yea
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
depends on the smt...
...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
something very important
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
to you?
...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
yeap
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
well, err, i've no idea til i actually know the impact of its lost rite?
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
but....
...jªÑ©€...™ ツ (#) catch me if you can says:
its my virginity
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
AaEafsbng
Lacrimo ~Xi-Mestitium~ says:
WAA!!??

lols! it was around midnight summore and he was up doing assignment for his english. poor fella. but it was damn funny. was laughing all by myself here. (i will not use ROFL or LMAO or MOO or CHIRP or whatever new terms they come up with. i'm still a loyal fan of good ol LOL. and i will be for the next few years ;)

tried it on my mum too. but she was very open-minded about it. and we ended up laughing like crazy the entire night. gawd, she started cracking jokes about LOTS of things sex-related that i will not say here for it might offend and i was like 'are u sure you're a mum?' haha, but it was good fun.

that's why i love my mum. i can tell her everything and anything in the world and i know that she'll always have my back :) cheers to you, mummy, for being the bestest best mum in the world!

heck, there's this annoying sound coming from the back which i think is a bunch of insects mating. at 12.30 am?? as much fun as whatever those things are making those very awkward sounds, they could at least keep it down!

anyway, back to my post...my mum told my dad the next day. i was going to try it on him too, but my dad's more of the conservative one WHICH IS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF MY MUM. that didn't stop her from telling my dad anyway.

poor dad, he didn't see it coming. twas a beautiful wednesday morning for him with the sky so blue and the lovely smell of freshly cut grass when my mum suddenly hit him with 'JANICE LOST HER VIRGINITY.' man, even though i wasn't there to see it, i can imagine the LOOK on his face! my mum said he immediately went rigid and his face turned charcoal black. and he was driving summore!

but then my mum told him it was a joke and all and he was like 'you better tell her not to play play.' awww..that's my daddy. always so protective of the girls in the family :)

so having said that, i guess it's up to one to decide. some people might be saving it until marriage, others waiting for the right person...whatever it may be, to each his own :)

personally, i'm not really the 'i will not have sex until marriage' kinda person. neither am i the 'let me in anybody's pants now!' kinda person. i'm not very particular about this issue la. if i do somehow find out that my future boyfriend isn't a virgin, i seriously doubt it will stop me from loving him.

here i'm talking about moderation. i obviously do not want a boyfriend who's number of girls he slept with is equal to the population of china.

but as i've said before, to each his own. i'm still 17, so i'm not legal yet :D BUT doesn't mean that i'm gonna jump any guy i see the second i turn 18. i'm just letting things go as it is and if the right guy comes along, why not? (which will NOT be anytime soon, trust me)

ooh, the things have stopped mating. and its already 1am.

my cue to go to bed! by MYSELF ;)

yes, i'm still a virgin.